I want to make this clear. I love to blog. I feel i cant vent and be able to say what i want. For my friends and love ones. Yes, i do use stories that may in clude you. Dont' worry i do not use names. Im not hear to hurt anyone or make anyone mad at me.
26.wow..I can't believe im that age. I getting closer to 30. Ouch..haha. Im willing to see that Im now just starting my life over. I have a great job, a new car, and im moving out. I think its funny that not long ago, i wanted a huge goal to be done by this age. Well, things didn't go to plan. I wanted to have things in my life done and starting a life with someone. A year has gone by and still..no one.Yet, people are getting married likes it's the new cool thing to do. I mean crap, my own grandmother has a boyfriend. haha. not that im trying.. i have had my ups and downs with some guys. Hell, some i consider friends. The others well.. i rather not say( A** Holes) My main thing is why does dating have to be on big game? Really.. i mean i think im a catch big time. The trick is to prove that guy across from you that you are. I (yes it's true) have read many realtionship books. I have this stupid voice that tells me that its all me, thats why your single. Then the light finally came on. Nope..nikole its not you. Its them. Im starting to see it as your loss guy's. I know its hard to sit down and get to know a girl without thinking if she looks good naked or if you will make out with her by the end of the night. haha you can tell i have been though dating hell. But i will leave my stories for another time.haha. I believe there is an amazing man out in the world for every single girl. The only thing is waiting. I know its a tough thing to do. Only because we want to plan and start out life with that person.But im gonna finally(yes ,denise) sit back and wait. Im not saying don't go on dates or talk to guys. What im saying is stop looking.Because all im gonna end up doing is feeling sad and not happy with the out come of it. well, i leave you all to think over what i have vented out.-Nikole
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