a pearl

I had a pearl come into my life. Was scared to love that pearl and so was it. But I took a shot and gave it my all. Im happy that you push me to be better in life. Glad to know that you love me for who iam. Love me for being a dork and making you laugh. But dear pearl, i want you to be strong to. Knowing that your love will always be hear makes me strong too. Knowing that you want me aorund yet, scared to do something wrong makes me want to never give up on us. I hate to write this down but this is how i feel for you my pearl. I never knew a love like this till you. An amazing peal who never let me down nor was mean to me. Because of you I knwo love myself for who iam. Knowing that I could spend my life with you makes me smile because i wouldnt want it any other way. I know you are going though some tough thoughts and issues my pearl. But im hear for you. I dont mean to hate you as you push me away. I just know your looking out for me and i love you for that. Not a day passes by when i dont pray that your days get better and that you are doing well. I cant wait for the day when i get to call you mine again. Until then I will remember our time we spent with each other. Just remember my pearl i will always love you know matter what and im hear for you. I will be waiting for you because this is real love.

crazy little thing called love

i blame Queen for getting that song stuck in my head for the past few days. Also, it's some what true. Love makes you do crazy stupid things. Like only sleep for 3 hours and so have brunch with your family then drive to SLO so you can get a anime show for them to make there week way better. Im only saying.. haha. I have also seen myself thinking before I eat anything. I question it. Something i have never done before. I think its because i now have someone in my life that cares about me and wants me around for a long ass time. Plus, I want to feel better about myself . I so need to get more sleep. I keep having lack of sleep and it starting to drain me. I hope i will get some good sleep today and for the rest of my work week.