socks

haha. yes socks. Just think it's funny how that one work can look like another word from far away. Thought I was going to get pissed drunk for St. paddy's day. I didn't. I spent the day with young flesh. Nothing wrong with that. I always thought how I would change my life if i had older friends than me. Telling me things in life that i must do because they never did. Now that I older now, I'm now thinking how I could change my own life. I never take risks. I seem to sit and watch them walk right by me. Then Im kicking myself. I had an eye opener in class on tuesday. we were talk about risks. How we fear them and never face them.
So, i was thinking about taking some risks. One would be to stop messing up my dating life and go with the flow. I seem to like to mess up a good thing with out thinking about it. Im now going to just let life run and stop trying to question my stupid thoughts about messing it up. Another one one of my risks is hights. I hate roller coasters. I cry like a little bitch. haha. Thats next on the list. wish me luck!