Friday, April 16, 2010

what goes around ..comes around

round 2... Im poud how i seem to handle my person life. I hate not knowing what will be around the corner. It scares me. But, i see that how i treat people will come back and bite me in my ass. I think its funny no matter how many time i tell myslef that im happy..im not. I mean i got a good job, kick ass place to give but no one to share the amazing things in my life.
Like i said .waiting. sounds easy but fuck. Its not. I have been wait a year. Then wham. started liking soem one . The kaboom! the shit hits the wall. This is what i get for questioning things in my life. I don't blame the other person. we all have things in our life that makes us have to stop and think about the people in our life. i, personal dont want to get fucked over again. I dont want to fall in love with this person then get walked out on. My gut says walk away, hell run nikole, run! but my heart is say to sit back and chill.

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