I find it sad to think that my birthday is less than 3 weeks away. Sadly last years birthday didn't go very well. No one likes to be left on their birthday. Thankfully this year I'm single and don't have to worry about it. ha. I try to find the humor of being single,. Kind of like laughing at someone who is hurt. You know it hurts but, you cant stop laughing like a jack ass. We all deal with being single in different ways. I have a friend who has to keep dating, I believe she goes thought men like socks. Thank god she got a wake up call and stuck with one.
I have a guy friend who is in the same situation as my self. You cant help to start thing if he is the one you have been waiting for. Then you snap back. Just like that. it still crosses my mind every time I see him or talk to him. I very much want to question out friendship. But, I let fear get in the way. We all learn to face our fears or hold on to them. Me, well I choose to hold on. Only because of the out come. We seem to play it safe with asking out a friend. I would like to be like ah what the hell, I'm gonna ask. But why ask when you know that person has plans for their life. Wanting to move back east, look for a different job, go back to school etc... We feel as if we tell them they may stop and re- think their plan. Who in the hell does this? who? Plans are meant to change. That's why life is fun and throw crazy things toward your way. Life keeps you on your toes for a reason. For you to enjoy it.
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